&; Sulastri Shabarudin.
a year older every 6 May,
twenteen.


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Friday, May 27, 2011

" the last goodbye. "



it's david cook's new single, the last goodbye.
hafiz insisted that i should watch the entire video 'cause
the ending made him laugh, so i did.


yours truly,



Thursday, May 26, 2011

" take whatever you have to take, you know i love you. "



yours truly,




" baby, you might have seen what it means
just to really be free. "



this is what love would write down in his will.


yours truly,



Wednesday, May 25, 2011

" i recognize the smell of your skin
like a sailor knows the sea. "


i'm too pooped to write an entry today.
am hitting the sheets immediately.
g'night, cuppycakes.



yours truly,




" tell me something sweet to get me by. "



yours truly,




" enjoy your youth. you’ll never be younger
than you are at this moment. "



in the afternoon, met up with suning for starbucks.
the last time we met was in october which was her
birthday. made me realised that we only meet each
other twice a year, on each other's birthdays.

yes, she bought me a happy birthday balloon.
did a lot of catching up and played monopoly deal.
i hafta say that i got hooked by it that i wanna buy
one for myself.

we're meeting up again soon but this time around,
it's with ms siti too! should be in june since it's the
school holidays. till then, kisses and cupcakes.



yours truly,




" you only live once. "







yours truly,



Tuesday, May 24, 2011

" live what you love. "







it's been long since i last went to sentosa.
near a month? i'm looking forward to june,
that's when i'm back to work, see the happy
faces and annoying colleagues of mine.

had a morning run during the fire drill
before doing a tour with sexy nasri. after which,
dined at tastes of singapore with the rest for lunch.

it's really nice to see everyone.
dear june, please come fast!


yours truly,



Monday, May 23, 2011

" what the heart once owned, it shall never lose. "



'twas fizzy's turn! i attended his graduation with his parents.
woke up at six, got ready and went to his house. saw my man on
stage and i'm so proud of him. he looked so good and handsome!
*winks*
gonna let the pictures and captions do the talking.




the first thing i did was to spot his name in the booklet.


i thought he was joking when he mentioned that he wanna take his
graduation picture with his thumbs up. but look at that!


bumped into limin.




my golden boy.


my cheeky boyfriend. yes, that's fizzy's mommy.


fizzy's daddy.




he wants to pose that way.




with derrick and libing.


with shaheeran.


yours truly,









cheesy pizza, pasta perfettor wrap and baked rice dinner at pizza hut.


yours truly,











shaken iced passion tea lemonade and belgian waffles
on a hot sunny day at starbucks.


yours truly,




" i'm gonna take you down to the market, lover. "



yours truly,



Sunday, May 22, 2011

" you put your arms around me and i'm home. "



i never thought that you,
would be the one to hold my heart.
but you came around and you knocked me,
off the ground from the start.

you put your arms around me,
and i believe that it's easier for you to let me go.
you put your arms me and i'm home.

how many times will you let me,
change my mind and turn around?
i can't decide if i'll let you,
save my life or if i'll drown.

i hope that you see right through my walls.
i hope that you catch me 'cause i'm already falling.
i'll never let our love get so close.
you put your arms around me and i'm home.

the world is coming down on me,
and i can't find a reason to be loved.
i never wanna leave you,
but i can't make you bleed if i'm alone.

you put your arms around me,
and i believe that it's easier for you to let me go.

i hope that you see right through my walls.
i hope that you catch me 'cause i'm already falling.
i'll never let our love get so close.
you put your arms around me and i'm home.

i tried my best to never let you in to see the truth,
and i’ve never opened up i’ve never truly loved,
‘till you put your arms around me,
and i believe that it’s easier for you to let me go.



was working on my blog, got myself fed up tryna fix
this thing and ditched it for tumblr, instead. that's the
downside of blogger. but i think i'm having a love/hate
relationship with it. on the other hand, tumblr is always
there for me.

spent my awesome saturday with love. collected
his graduation robe before going orchard for brunch
at ayam penyet ria to fill our grumbling little tummy
with some chicken. made our way to marina square
to watch beastly, after that. while walking along
clarke quay, love was singing his all-time favourite
song home by kit chan. oh, tell me about it.

sunday, wasn't that bad either. love came over
to my house and we went to mustafa centre, together
with my parents. had chicken briyani and murtabak
at victory restaurant for dinner before heading home.

oh well, i'm bringing the boy to cut his hair in the morning.
before tutoring alif. after which, meeting bff. smooches.



yours truly,




" boy, you got my heartbeat runnin' away. "






don't you hear that heartbeat comin' your way?


yours truly,



Saturday, May 21, 2011

" one day when the sky is falling,
i’ll be standing right next to you. "



at ayam penyet ria, H's stirring my soda gembira.


yours truly,



Monday, May 16, 2011




trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken,
but you can still see the crack in that mother fucker's reflection.
- lady gaga


yours truly,



Thursday, May 12, 2011




i believe that everything happens for a reason.
people change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you appreciate them
when they're right, you believe lies so you
eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart
so better things can fall together.

- marilyn monroe


yours truly,



Wednesday, May 11, 2011

" so now i see through your eyes, all that you did was love. "



i know i 'll never say this enough to you but,
mama, i love you.


yours truly,



Tuesday, May 10, 2011

" the memory of being here with you, is one i'm gonna take
my life through, 'cause some days stay gold forever. "



what a way to start my morning. last night, i had difficulties
trying to sleep because i was so excited for the ceremony. thankfully,
i managed to wake up as planned without getting cranky.

other than that, dad told me that he got a last minute call
from his boss saying that he had to work. so, 'twas just left
with mom, hafiz and myself.



thought of wearing the robe once i'm in the auditorium
because the weather was pretty hot and i was already
sweating but mom and H insisted that i should wear
'em since everyone's wearing theirs.

my cheeky boyfriend was in-charged for snapping
pictures. this is my cheeky pose while momsie was
searching for a safety pin to ensure that my robe
was in place on stage. love you both!



an interesting fact is that, my sequence number is 202.
yes, i was the last S for Diploma in Business Applications.
after the ceremony, 'twas our favourite session.
the reception, that is. food, food, food.




pretty momsie and little miss sue.


that's mr and miss shparkles a.k.a McGee for you.

at 4 o'clock, dad picked us up together with little brother.
went geylang for dinner and looked around for hari raya
outfits. 'twas raining heavily when we headed home.

if you'd ask me how's the feeling on stage, i have only one
word to describe it, awesome. i don't mind doing it again.
oh wait! I WANNA DO IT AGAIN!!!


yours truly,




" we could rule the world someday, somehow
but we'll never be as bright as we are now. "



uploading photos now. will update tonight.
stay tuned! :)


yours truly,



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