&; Sulastri Shabarudin.
a year older every 6 May,
twenteen.


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Saturday, May 7, 2011

" if you come any closer, i'm not letting you go. "



last night, as usual, H and i talked over the phone
before going to sleep. he told me how his day at work went,
which was pretty bad. *pity you, baby* he also mentioned that
he had to work on my birthday. although, i sounded okay with it,
i was a little upset actually. i can't be a selfish bitch and get all
angry just because he had to work.

it's not that he wants to but he had to. other than that,
he told me that he's gonna make up for it on the weekend
since he's not working. it wasn't that bad after all, i thought.
i'm turning twenty years old for goodness' sake, absolutely
not the right age to behave like a small child.

the next morning, H woke me up when he called
while on his way to work, which reminded me about
the fact that i have no plans and i'm celebrating with no
one and that's pathetic. once we hung up, i dropped
that depressing thought and went to bathe.

when i was out from the bathroom, i rushed
to my room 'cause i heard my cell ringing. 'twas H.
we were talking and i heard a knocking sound that was
coming from the phone. i assumed he was passing by a
construction site and i ignored. strangely, the knocking
doesn't stop and now, i heard 'twas coming from the
front door and i started to freak out. i told H
to hold on while i looked over the peephole.


guess, who covered the peephole?!


MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN KARNI.
he was standing infront of the door, smiling from
ear-to-ear, holding a birthday cake and singing me
a birthday song. i swear that i was over the moon.
didn't see that coming but i have to be honest that
i had this tingling feeling though. i knew it, i have
sixth sense when it comes to these things.
*evil laugh*

i miss him so much. the last time we met and hang out
was on sunday, which is four days ago. seeing him at
my door is the most awesome birthday gift ever!



headed to orchard and had lunch at far east plaza.
after which, we began hunting for graduation outfit.
i had no clue what to wear. well, not that i don't. it's
just that i'm not sure if the blouse or skirt can be found.

we didn't spend the whole day at town 'cause i was
rushing home. dad wanted to bring la familia out
for seafood at johore. other than that, syara and dan
came over to my house and i asked 'em to wait
'till i arrive. poor dan was very hungry.

i'm really sorry to rush H when i asked him
to walk fast and he was already panting and sweating.
*sorry, baby.*
'twas catching up, eating the cake and
snapping photos with syara and dan.







thank you, you both for coming over just to send the gifts.
i'm sorry, dan. although you were hungry, you still waited.
*big, tight honey bear hug*



dear honey, i'm in love with your smile, baby!
thank you for the surprise. i love you. *huge fat kiss*



to my awesome BFF, i've live for 20 years
and you're still the best, soul sister!

sent H home before going johore for dinner. went
to our favourite place. the food is always awesome.
thank you, mom, dad and brother! love y'all!


yours truly,



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