Tuesday, July 5, 2011
" my heart is filled with you. "
i'm not a happy camper right at this very mo'.
this is so sudden and hell, i didn't expect that
it'll be this soon. so it all began when fizzy called
me the other night, saying that he received his
enlistment letter. i was still chirping and asked,
"when? when? when?"my little fragile heart broke into tiny little pieces
when he answered, "
august the second."
what?! seriously?!
like a month from now?! oh, my good lord almighty!
one day, while i was just sitting and thinking
nothing, an idea struck me. my thoughts say
"why not have a hafiz's & sue's day? we shall
write a list of things that we wanna do together
before he's leaving for national service. in that way,
we can spend time together too." due to my awesome
and incredible idea, we had an extremely long list.
*winks*hafiz and i had a very long history. we were thirteen
when we first met. if you don't know him, he seems to
be an unfriendly and arrogant dude. but once you do,
he's actually really nice, fun to talk to and sweet. that's
why i started to like him. he was also good looking too.
well, he still does now. heheh!
slowly, i had deeper feelings for him. after knowing
each other for seven months, we got together. he turned
out to be more than what i have ever asked for. to the point
that i can't believe that he's mine! for that, i thank god for
i am surrounded with awesome family, friends and
people who i truly adore.
at first, i didn't really take it seriously because i felt
'twas just a puppy love
thang and it's a matter of time
till we lose interest in each other. but it didn't happen
that way. it seems like he's much more into me. the
way he treated me every time and always wanting
to spend time together. i really miss those young days!
up till today, he's the only one who can make me really
jump over the moon and at the same time, a royal pain
in my ass. i wouldn't have it any other way. we've been
through a lot. most of it were childish and naive.
we were kids, mind you! today, i'm very proud and happy
of this man whom i've been with all this while. thank you
for putting up with my nonsense throughout this seven years.
i'm in love with you, muhammad hafiz karni.
yours truly,
♥
